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ABOUT ME
Name: Mary
AKA: Sapphire Smoke
DOB: February 10, 1987
Sign: Aquarius
Heritage: English, Irish, French
Location: Atlanta, GA
Hometown: Gloucester, MA
Occupation: Writer (www.ifmagazine.com) & exotic dancer
Orientation: Lesbian
Fandoms: Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Leverage, Bones, Dollhouse, Skins, Harry Potter
OTPs: Buffy/Faith & Parker/Sophie






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Title: The Chain of Destiny
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 19,070 words
Timeline: *** AU *** Welcome to me screwing with canon for my own pleasure. Buffy and Faith aren't slayers (yet), Buffy grew up in Sunnydale all her life and is the picture of popularity. Faith moved to Sunnydale eight months ago with her mother and is befriended by only Willow and Xander. I take liberties with canon events and facts and twist them to mold to my needs, you'll learn to either love or hate me for it, I'm sure.
Summary: All her life, Faith struggled with being a nobody. Then suddenly she's hit with the revelation that she's a potential Slayer, and that she and another girl that she's always despised are just pawns in the game of destiny, fate, and maybe even the end of the world...
A/N: Hold onto your hats, boys and girls. This will be one LONG ride...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( Chapter Five )

Title: All The Lives That Could've Been Saved
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Beta: Frass
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Completed Word Length: 9,207 words
Timeline: Right after "Enemies" (Season 3)
Summary: It's easy for someone to manipulate you if deep down you want them too.
A/N: Not the happiest fic in the world, but whatever. lol

( All The Lives That Could've Been Saved )

Title: The Chain of Destiny
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 15,119 words
Timeline: *** AU *** Welcome to me screwing with canon for my own pleasure. Buffy and Faith aren't slayers (yet), Buffy grew up in Sunnydale all her life and is the picture of popularity. Faith moved to Sunnydale eight months ago with her mother and is befriended by only Willow and Xander. I take liberties with canon events and facts and twist them to mold to my needs, you'll learn to either love or hate me for it, I'm sure.
Summary: All her life, Faith struggled with being a nobody. Then suddenly she's hit with the revelation that she's a potential Slayer, and that she and another girl that she's always despised are just pawns in the game of destiny, fate, and maybe even the end of the world...
A/N: Hold onto your hats, boys and girls. This will be one LONG ride...
Other Parts: PART ONE

( Chapter Three )

( Chapter Four )

GO TO PART THREE

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Total Word Length: 62,855 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE | PART SIX

( Chapter Nineteen )

( Chapter Twenty )

Title: The Chain of Destiny
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 7,571 words
Timeline: *** AU *** Welcome to me screwing with canon for my own pleasure. Buffy and Faith aren't slayers (yet), Buffy grew up in Sunnydale all her life and is the picture of popularity. Faith moved to Sunnydale eight months ago with her mother and is befriended by only Willow and Xander. I take liberties with canon events and facts and twist them to mold to my needs, you'll learn to either love or hate me for it, I'm sure.
Summary: All her life, Faith struggled with being a nobody. Then suddenly she's hit with the revelation that she's a potential Slayer, and that she and another girl that she's always despised are just pawns in the game of destiny, fate, and maybe even the end of the world...
A/N: Hold onto your hats, boys and girls. This will be one LONG ride...

( Chapter One )

( Chapter Two )

MY CHAPTERS ARE NOW SO DAMN LONG I CAN ONLY FIT TWO IN AN ENTRY. WOW. GRR.
GO TO PART TWO.

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 56,497 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE

( Chapter Sixteen )

( Chapter Seventeen )

( Chapter Eighteen )

GO TO PART SEVEN

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 47,051 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR

( Chapter Thirteen )

( Chapter Fourteen )

( Chapter Fifteen )

GO TO PART SIX...

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17 (for future chapters)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 37,482 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE

( Chapter Ten )

( Chapter Eleven )

( Chapter Twelve )

GO TO PART FIVE...

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: NC-17 (for future chapters)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 27,514 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( Chapter Seven )

( Chapter Eight )

( Chapter Nine )

ON TO PART FOUR....

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Completed Length: 69,027 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Banner by: koryou ♥
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE | PART SIX | PART SEVEN

( Chapter Twenty Eight - The Domestication )

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: Eh, I give it R. Nothing too explicit... yet. lol
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 17,601 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am. Alot. Er...
Other Parts: PART ONE

( Chapter Four )

( Chapter Five )

( Chapter Six )

MOVE FORWARD TO PART THREE....

Title: Sexual Suicide
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Hardison (includes references to Parker/Nate, Parker/Sophie, Parker/Eliot) ... oh and there's some Nate/Eliot UST
Word Length (this part only): 6,429 words
Total Word Length: 21,588 words
Summary: She always knew he'd be the one to save her... but she never thought she'd be the one to destroy him.
Warning: **** DARK!FIC **** like, for real. It has a happy ending, I have a sickness with those, but this is kind of uber!dark. There is no character death: the title is a metaphor lol. This deals with a very real sex addiction and how it can form and manifest in people and pretty much destroy their lives.
A/N: I've written a couple stories for Leverage that has to do with real, dark issues like this before, but this is the first time ever posting it publicly. Well, okay, I did deal with domestic abuse and have skated lightly over rape, but this is much more in depth and... yeah. So. Read at your own risk.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( Part 3/3 )

Title: Sexual Suicide
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Hardison (includes references to Parker/Nate, Parker/Sophie, Parker/Eliot) ... oh and there's some Nate/Eliot UST
Word Length (this part only): 7,297 words
Total Word Length: 21,588 words
Summary: She always knew he'd be the one to save her... but she never thought she'd be the one to destroy him.
Warning: **** DARK!FIC **** like, for real. It has a happy ending, I have a sickness with those, but this is kind of uber!dark. There is no character death: the title is a metaphor lol. This deals with a very real sex addiction and how it can form and manifest in people and pretty much destroy their lives.
A/N: I've written a couple stories for Leverage that has to do with real, dark issues like this before, but this is the first time ever posting it publicly. Well, okay, I did deal with domestic abuse and have skated lightly over rape, but this is much more in depth and... yeah. So. Read at your own risk.
Other Parts: PART ONE

( Part 2/3 )

Title: The Words We Could Never Say
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: supershineygirl
Fandom: Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Pairing(s): Buffy/Faith
Word Length Thus Far: 7,958 words
Timeline: Post "Chosen", though has nothing to do with the season 8 comics.
Summary: There was a lot of emotions Faith thought she would see from Buffy, but jealousy was never one of them.
A/N: This is a remake of the story She's Mine that I wrote when I was 17. Seriously, read at your own risk, but for the love of god read this first. Ha. I cringed when I read it. Man... my writing then... but, anyway. I thought it would be fun to do, remake something from almost six years ago. It'll probably be a bit longer than that was. Alright, yeah, it will be. But that's cause nothing flowed well in that one. For. Real. I'll probably change some things up too. Hell, already am.

( Chapter One )

( Chapter Two )

( Chapter Three )

ONWARDS TO PART TWO!

Title: Sexual Suicide
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Hardison (includes references to Parker/Nate, Parker/Sophie, Parker/Eliot) ... oh and there's some Nate/Eliot UST
Word Length (this part only): 7,872 words
Total Word Length: 21,588 words
Summary: She always knew he'd be the one to save her... but she never thought she'd be the one to destroy him.
Warning: **** DARK!FIC **** like, for real. It has a happy ending, I have a sickness with those, but this is kind of uber!dark. There is no character death: the title is a metaphor lol. This deals with a very real sex addiction and how it can form and manifest in people and pretty much destroy their lives.
A/N: I've written a couple stories for Leverage that has to do with real, dark issues like this before, but this is the first time ever posting it publicly. Well, okay, I did deal with domestic abuse and have skated lightly over rape, but this is much more in depth and... yeah. So. Read at your own risk.

( Part 1/3 )

Title: Diamond In The Rough
Author: cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: PG
Genre: Gen, Family
Total Word Length: 736 words
Summary: Parker never had a family.
A/N: Christ, I don't know where this came from. It's short, its PG and... yeah. Maybe I went crazy. Hm.

( Diamond In The Rough )

Title: Forbidden
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Eliot/Sophie
Word Length (this part only): 3,865 words
Total Word Length: 26,014 words
Series: Part three of the Candy Covered Hearts Tainted By Masochistic Thoughts series
Summary: "Experimenting" just sounds so juvenile.
A/N: This is gonna be the series that never ends. I swear. I already have a story in mind after this, and possible one after that. Jeez. Anyone remember when this started out as a one-shot? It's corrupted me. Oh, and this story should have been only three parts, but because of LJ's word limit and the way I wrote the story, there was no way to cut it into three parts without butchering scenes. So... five it is. Sorry.
Warning: Kinky, though not near as much as the first two stories of this series. Very very tame compared to that, actually. HA.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR

( PART 5/5 )

Title: Forbidden
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Eliot/Sophie
Word Length (this part only): 6,601 words
Total Word Length: 26,014 words
Series: Part three of the Candy Covered Hearts Tainted By Masochistic Thoughts series
Summary: "Experimenting" just sounds so juvenile.
A/N: This is gonna be the series that never ends. I swear. I already have a story in mind after this, and possible one after that. Jeez. Anyone remember when this started out as a one-shot? It's corrupted me. Oh, and this story should have been only three parts, but because of LJ's word limit and the way I wrote the story, there was no way to cut it into three parts without butchering scenes. So... five it is. Sorry.
Warning: Kinky, though not near as much as the first two stories of this series. Very very tame compared to that, actually. HA.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE

( PART 4/5 )

Title: Forbidden
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Parker/Eliot/Sophie
Word Length (this part only): 4,837 words
Total Word Length: 26,014 words
Series: Part three of the Candy Covered Hearts Tainted By Masochistic Thoughts series
Summary: "Experimenting" just sounds so juvenile.
A/N: This is gonna be the series that never ends. I swear. I already have a story in mind after this, and possible one after that. Jeez. Anyone remember when this started out as a one-shot? It's corrupted me. Oh, and this story should have been only three parts, but because of LJ's word limit and the way I wrote the story, there was no way to cut it into three parts without butchering scenes. So... five it is. Sorry.
Warning: Kinky, though not near as much as the first two stories of this series. Very very tame compared to that, actually. HA.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( PART 3/5 )