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ABOUT ME
Name: Mary
DOB: February 10, 1987
Sign: Aquarius
Heritage: English, Irish, French
Location: Atlanta, GA
Hometown: Gloucester, MA
Occupation: Writer (www.ifmagazine.com) & exotic dancer
Orientation: Lesbian
Fandoms: Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Leverage, Bones, Dollhouse, Skins, Harry Potter
OTPs: Buffy/Faith & Parker/Sophie






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Title: Remembered
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Eliot/Sophie, Parker/Sophie (friendship/UST/dash of femslash), mentions of Parker/Hardison UST
Word Length (this part only): 9,127 words
Total Word Length: 26,997 words
Timeline: Starts right after its predecessor Forgotten, going through 2.01-2.09 (sticking to canon! yes I'm proud of myself for that), and then my perception by what happens after 2.09
Summary: Sophie can't stop thinking about what happened that night, but what scares her more is that it wasn't the act she can't stop thinking about... it's him.
A/N: Just so everyone is aware, this fic officially stamped my status as a Leverage fanfic slave. "Forgotten" was supposed to be a one time only show, but I got begged, and then I figured out a way to make it work with canon and got myself excited. Ha. Oh, also, I kind of just made Tara my own, since we really don't know anything about her real personality yet. And I have to brag that I wrote the first 20,000 words of this story in one sitting. Yay me. -slave, seriously-
Warning: Kinky, of course. Apparently Eliot/Sophie screams kink to me. Involves rape fetishes (not the really scary kind), pegging, watersports. Lord, someone stop me. Ha. Though there is kink, I will say that there's a lot of humor and heart and all that mushy crap you all beg me to write too. LOL.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( PART 3/3 )

Title: Remembered
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Eliot/Sophie, Parker/Sophie (friendship/UST/dash of femslash), mentions of Parker/Hardison UST
Word Length (this part only): 8,584 words
Total Word Length: 26,997 words
Timeline: Starts right after its predecessor Forgotten, going through 2.01-2.09 (sticking to canon! yes I'm proud of myself for that), and then my perception by what happens after 2.09
Summary: Sophie can't stop thinking about what happened that night, but what scares her more is that it wasn't the act she can't stop thinking about... it's him.
A/N: Just so everyone is aware, this fic officially stamped my status as a Leverage fanfic slave. "Forgotten" was supposed to be a one time only show, but I got begged, and then I figured out a way to make it work with canon and got myself excited. Ha. Oh, also, I kind of just made Tara my own, since we really don't know anything about her real personality yet. And I have to brag that I wrote the first 20,000 words of this story in one sitting. Yay me. -slave, seriously-
Warning: Kinky, of course. Apparently Eliot/Sophie screams kink to me. Involves rape fetishes (not the really scary kind), pegging, watersports. Lord, someone stop me. Ha. Though there is kink, I will say that there's a lot of humor and heart and all that mushy crap you all beg me to write too. LOL.
Other Parts: PART ONE

( PART 2/3 )

Title: Remembered
Author: cuzimastripper
Beta: koryou
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Eliot/Sophie, Parker/Sophie (friendship/UST/dash of femslash), mentions of Parker/Hardison (mostly UST)
Word Length (this part only): 9,354 words
Total Word Length: 26,997 words
Timeline: Starts right after its predecessor Forgotten, going through 2.01-2.09 (sticking to canon! yes I'm proud of myself for that), and then my perception by what happens after 2.09
Summary: Sophie can't stop thinking about what happened that night, but what scares her more is that it wasn't the act she can't stop thinking about... it's him.
A/N: Just so everyone is aware, this fic officially stamped my status as a Leverage fanfic slave. "Forgotten" was supposed to be a one time only show, but I got begged, and then I figured out a way to make it work with canon and got myself excited. Ha. Oh, also, I kind of just made Tara my own, since we really don't know anything about her real personality yet. And I have to brag that I wrote the first 20,000 words of this story in one sitting. Yay me. -slave, seriously-
Warning: Kinky, of course. Apparently Eliot/Sophie screams kink to me. Involves rape fetishes (not the really scary kind), pegging, watersports. Lord, someone stop me. Ha. Though there is kink, I will say that there's a lot of humor and heart and all that mushy crap you all beg me to write too. LOL.

( PART 1/3 )

Title: Forgotten
Author: cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Eliot/Sophie
Length: 7,140 words
Prompt: Eliot/Sophie, angsty, one-time, no strings attached sex; Eliot wants to forgive her and Sophie just wants to forget. (Right around The First David Job and Second David job time frame) over at smallfandomfest
Warning: This is dirty, angsty, rough, angry, bordering on abusive sex, just so you all are aware. Very kink. Don’t read if it’s not your thing. If it’s any consolation… it didn’t start out that way. Ha. My mind just likes to wander to places filled lovely unconventional fetishes sometimes.

( Neither of them knew how they got here. Eliot’s sure to tell you that it’s Sophie’s fault; her and her goddamn inability to admit full out that she was wrong, that she’s sorry for being a selfish manipulative prick. Sophie will tell you that it’s Eliot’s fault; for him not leaving it be and just letting things rest. They’ll both tell you that they were angry, that there were words; loud, brash, and full of frustration. They’ll admit things were broken in the process of them putting things behind them; the lamp, the plaster, the fuckin’ coffee table. They’ll say it’s cause of their tempers, their lack of control when things get too out of hand.... But they won’t ever speak a word about this. )

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 66,386 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Banner by: koryou ♥
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE | PART SIX

( Chapter Twenty Four - The Jealousy )

( Chapter Twenty Five - The Domination )

( Chapter Twenty Six - The Virginity )

( Chapter Twenty Seven - The Thunder Thighs of Doom )

For those of you who don't know (which is probably a lot, since its not on the website, but Dean did mention it during his radio broadcast last week), at Con-Con I'll be doing a fan video screening for my vids I've done for my TwentyPoundsOfCrazy channel on YouTube, and possibly a Q&A panel. Well I thought it'd be cool to premier one (or maybe even two) new vids just for the convention that you guys what to see. Now, I usually vid Parker and her ships, but I can do pretty much freaking... anything. It's all gravy. So if you like my videos, and want to have some input on what I'm going to make, here's your chance. VOTE VOTE VOTE. Whatever gets the most votes I'll make a video of. Poll will close... I dunno, whever I feel like it. Probably like, say, Christmas-ish.

( The Very Large Poll Is This Way... )

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 55,997 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE

( Chapter Twenty - The Close Call )

( Chapter Twenty One - The Insecurity )

( Chapter Twenty Two - The Exposure )

( Chapter Twenty Three - The Panic Attack )

BLAH BLAH TOO BIG AGAIN
PART SEVEN IS HERE.

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 46,416 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR

( Chapter Seventeen - The Date )

( Chapter Eighteen - The Art of Warcraft )

( Chapter Nineteen - The Nazi Invasion )

POST TOO BIG
PART SIX IS HERE.

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 37,920 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE

( Chapter Thirteen - The Second Intervention )

( Chapter Fourteen - The Proposition )

( Chapter Fifteen - The Fight )

( Chapter Sixteen - The Uncommon Relationship )

LA LA LALALA
PART FIVE IS OVER YONDER

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 37,297 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO


( Chapter Ten - The Possible Mistake )

( Chapter Eleven - The Guilt )

( Chapter Twelve - The Confusion )

TOO BIG.
PART FOUR IS HERE.

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17 (for future chapters)
Pairing: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Length Thus Far: 19,616 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: Yes, it turned into a OT3. My bad. And with OT3 comes naughtiness, because I'll take any excuse to get Parker naked.
Other Parts: PART ONE

( Chapter Six - The Argument )

( Chapter Seven - The Man Whore )

( Chapter Eight - The Backwards Logic )

( Chapter Nine - The Helping Hand )

POST TOO BIG
PART THREE IS HERE.

Just so everyone knows... my computer broke. So fanfiction and all that are on hiatus for the moment. The screens messed up and I'm gonna try to take it in to get repaired on Sunday. Not sure how long it'll take but I'll be back eventually.

Title: The Intervention Job
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: PG-13 (for now - but god knows most of my shit ends up being adult after awhile)
Pairing: Eliot/Hardison (hints of OT3)
Length Thus Far: 10,029 words
Summery: Sophie's been in the habit of holding interventions ever since the one with Nate, and this time Hardison is her next victim.
A/N: I don't know where the hell this came from, and it's probably really ridiculous lol. And dear god, now I'm writing multichapter slash. My poor femslash readers are preparing for the end of the world, I'm sure.

( Chapter One - The Magazine )

( Chapter Two - The Outburst )

( Chapter Three - The Picture )

( Chapter Four - The Issue )

( Chapter Five - The Pinky Swear )

TOO BIG, LIKE ALWAYS
PART TWO IS HERE.

Title: Firsts
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Eliot/Hardison
Length: 3,822 words
Summery: There's always a first time for everything, and Eliot seems to be having a lot of those lately.
A/N: I don't know where this came from. Probably from the fact that I've never written just a slash story, and I think it needed to be done.

( The first time Eliot noticed Hardison outside of, you know, just fucking *being* there, was in Canada. )

Title: Cinderella's Castle
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Parker/Hardison
Length: 9,659 words
Sequel: This is a sequel to Mother Knows Best. You don't have to read it to know what's going on, but it's recommended just for the background on Parker's past, and also how her and Hardison got together.
Summery: As Parker and Hardion's relationship progresses, Parker tries to find a way to be able to give all of herself to him without running scared.
A/N: Yes, there is sex. But this story is more of a focus on the emotional struggle Parker goes through to get to that place, and is probably a bit more realistic in regards to what can happen during something like that, so it's probably not the most erotic thing you'll ever read. But I chose to do this just because I thought writing something like this would be an interesting challenge, so I hope you enjoy. I threw in a bit of comedy too, for those who enjoy that type of thing... like me :)

( Okay, I'm Cinderella. And you can’t get into my castle without first realizing I’ve lost one of my shoes. )

Title: Mother Knows Best
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: PG-13
Completed Length: 39,934 words
Summary: Even after everything, there is still one person Parker loves more than anything else in this world.
A/N: This is a Parker-oriented gen fic... goes back into the past while the story continues in the present. Will include non graphic child abuse and rape, so... there's your warning. Also, my gen has decided to morph into a Parker/Hardison, but I'm still calling it gen cause the pairings not the point... it's all about Parker. But yet at the same time, the pairing is becoming a lot more predominant so... IDK. Somehow it's starting to fall into place and uh... I feel corrupted. My Parker/Sophie fics are crying somewhere, I'm sure.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE

( Chapter Thirteen - Pink )

( Chapter Fourteen - Coming Down )

( Chapter Fifteen - The Queen, Princess, and her Prince )

Title: Mother Knows Best
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: PG-13
Length So Far: 31,898 words
Summary: Even after everything, there is still one person Parker loves more than anything else in this world.
A/N: This is a Parker-oriented gen fic... goes back into the past while the story continues in the present. Will include non graphic child abuse and rape, so... there's your warning. Also, my gen has decided to morph into a Parker/Hardison, but I'm still calling it gen cause the pairings not the point... it's all about Parker. But yet at the same time, the pairing is becoming a lot more predominant so... IDK. Somehow it's starting to fall into place and uh... I feel corrupted. My Parker/Sophie fics are crying somewhere, I'm sure.
Other Parts: PART ONE | PART TWO

( Chapter Nine - New York )

( Chapter Ten - Snow Angels )

( Chapter Eleven - Fantasia )

( Chapter Twelve - Slow )

TOO BIG AGAIN
PART FOUR IS HERE.

Title: The Sweet Torture of Almost
Author: Sapphire Smoke cuzimastripper
Fandom: Leverage
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Parker/Sophie
Length: 2,930 words
Summary: When you use someone for your own selfish needs it's bad, but when you both do....

( Sophie knew that she did this to people, used them. She took from them what made her feel good without giving a care about how much it could end up hurting them. She was the queen of that; lies, selfishness… and it just got worse when she found herself thrown into another relationship, if you could even call it that. It’s not like she had anyone else to blame but herself, but it made her feel better if she did. )